As you have seen I have been silent for a while, there has been a lot on my plate and I was trying to handle it but it has become very hard as I seem to also be carrying a lot of people with the same stress and I am about to break.
On March 5 Dad (not my natural father but I call him Dad) was diagnosed with LEMS (Lambert-Eaton Myasthenic Syndrome) and also lung cancer, from there we knew it was going to be hard times ahead but we seen the future bright. March 13th (happened to be a Friday also) we found out that he also had 2 tumours in the brain. I like to keep positive but the reality is that Dad will only be here for a few more months.
He is coming home from hospital today from a three day chemo treatment and we are all crossing our fingers the chemo will help some.
The last weeks have been a stress, I can not even put it into words and this weekend I have to try to explain to my 9 year old what is happening to her grandfather (Opa), it was only November when her Great Grand mother passed over and for the last year my best friend has been fighting breast cancer, I do not know how she is going to react, I still do not know what to tell her, she can see Opa is sick from the LEMS because he is unable to do as much as he use to but to tell her that he has cancer is not easy, I even think I do not tell her that part, I really do not know, AARRGGG I just do not know!
Friday, 20 March 2009
Monday, 9 March 2009
Clearing out.
My lovely shoes are going, do not panic not all of them! all my boots and stilettos are staying.
I have some open toe shoes that have to do, they do not go with anything I own.
I shall be taking pics of them soon to let you know how bad my taste use to be all that time ago (they are only 1 and 2 years old!)
Anyway, who is up for a shopping trip with me?
Who is going to slip the new shoes on and off my feet while walking store to store, ohh I am well overdue for a shoe shopping spree, all I need is the credit card and the sub to carry all the bags!
I have some open toe shoes that have to do, they do not go with anything I own.
I shall be taking pics of them soon to let you know how bad my taste use to be all that time ago (they are only 1 and 2 years old!)
Anyway, who is up for a shopping trip with me?
Who is going to slip the new shoes on and off my feet while walking store to store, ohh I am well overdue for a shoe shopping spree, all I need is the credit card and the sub to carry all the bags!
Wednesday, 4 March 2009
Thank you
For Valentines I had someone send me an Amazon voucher, thank you for that but there is a problem, I have no clue what to get with it. Ok Shoes I can always use more shoes, goodness me I am starting to drool thinking about it, then I think, well I am always buying shoes and yes my goal is to own over 365 of them and because of me buying shoes I put off other things I want to buy.
I have wanted a portable DVD player for ever and a day, it will help me pass the boredom on long trips I have and I have many many downloaded movies I have not seen because of no time yet on the long trips I can watch them, great idea right?
So my question is this, would the person who gave me a voucher be offended if I get something like a portable DVD player instead? and if not, who is giving me another voucher to pay for the outstanding amount? **chuckles**
Have a good day boys.
I have wanted a portable DVD player for ever and a day, it will help me pass the boredom on long trips I have and I have many many downloaded movies I have not seen because of no time yet on the long trips I can watch them, great idea right?
So my question is this, would the person who gave me a voucher be offended if I get something like a portable DVD player instead? and if not, who is giving me another voucher to pay for the outstanding amount? **chuckles**
Have a good day boys.
Wednesday, 18 February 2009
I love the Cinema!
Before I start on telling you why I love the Cinema, I shall inform you (Though I think you know) A lot of my wish list things can not be sent to me (stupid UK crap) So I am transferring it all over to the German Amazon, how hard can it be to click something in German right?
So the Cinema, I love it, correction I love it when I am with my usual cinema date!
Over the weekend I was ill and felt like crap, though I was able to roll myself out of bed, grab the cloths hanging over my lazy butler put them on and go to the cinema.
Now this is not just any old date I go with to the cinema, the person I go with just KNOWS it makes me relax, KNOWS it calms me and takes all the stresses and the worries of the world away!
I always smile and have flash backs when I see him, yes it is a him, are you jealous now?
We have this strange click- non- click thing going, I know that does not make and sense at all but to me it does, he is submissive, a real nipple slut and how can one not love a nipple slut! He is smart, very intelligent and as an added bonus handsome, a gentleman and strong minded.
So over the weekend we went to the cinema, it seems to be our spot. Before we went to catch a movie we went for a drink, our conversation I always find interesting as he is able to talk about anything though I just love to talk about anything and then for no reason at all change the subject to something completely different. When we first met I seen his mind clicking over to keep up, now it is like water off a ducks back as he knows me to well (In some areas) I do need to change that to keep him on his toes. So while having a wine and him having a beer we chatted, picked out a movie and got me in a mood, he just does it to me. He moved his foot under the table and accidentally knocked my foot, that was the start to it all, I told him to keep his foot there and i started with my heel slowly going up and down his leg or digging into his leg, it was so subtle I do not think he noticed but who cares I did. He went to pay and we went off to the movie.
Arriving in the cinema I wanted popcorn and I seen chocolate popcorn, hey it is chocolate I had to try it, god was that a mistake! and it was out of date (I found out the day after)
The lights went down the volume got louder and I had to giggle when one of the commercials was for the cinema and their catch line is "A movie gift voucher it is the best gift in the dark" Oh goodness if they only knew what I do to this poor poor boy in the cinema I might get banned.
The movie started and so did the undressing! The undressing of him, I just love undoing his shirt buttons, finding them nipples and tweaking the hell out of them. I love to see him throw his head back and taking in deep breaths, his body shaking with desire, his inability to watch a whole movie, the slut talk I give him and knowing what is to come after the movie! Though this time I was working on something different, I wanted him so worked up that he would orgasm in the cinema but to my disappointment he was not wearing the best of pants to tease him in.
So the break at the middle of the movie come and the lights got brighter and his nipples were already sensitive and poking out of his unbuttoned shirt, good god he is handsome like that!
When the break was over I got back to the nipples and I tell you all right now, I could do that all night! Even though we were both tired and could fall asleep, tweaking nipples can keep me awake any time!
After the movie we went back to my car and found out we had been locked into the parking garage so as a gentleman would he ordered a taxi to take us back to his car then he drove me home, it was a fun and entertaining night, though the one regret I have is not getting back to a hotel room or his house to finish things ;-) you know what I mean, everything from spanking to.................
My little Cinema boy when do we go out again? I have some unfinished business with you!
So the Cinema, I love it, correction I love it when I am with my usual cinema date!
Over the weekend I was ill and felt like crap, though I was able to roll myself out of bed, grab the cloths hanging over my lazy butler put them on and go to the cinema.
Now this is not just any old date I go with to the cinema, the person I go with just KNOWS it makes me relax, KNOWS it calms me and takes all the stresses and the worries of the world away!
I always smile and have flash backs when I see him, yes it is a him, are you jealous now?
We have this strange click- non- click thing going, I know that does not make and sense at all but to me it does, he is submissive, a real nipple slut and how can one not love a nipple slut! He is smart, very intelligent and as an added bonus handsome, a gentleman and strong minded.
So over the weekend we went to the cinema, it seems to be our spot. Before we went to catch a movie we went for a drink, our conversation I always find interesting as he is able to talk about anything though I just love to talk about anything and then for no reason at all change the subject to something completely different. When we first met I seen his mind clicking over to keep up, now it is like water off a ducks back as he knows me to well (In some areas) I do need to change that to keep him on his toes. So while having a wine and him having a beer we chatted, picked out a movie and got me in a mood, he just does it to me. He moved his foot under the table and accidentally knocked my foot, that was the start to it all, I told him to keep his foot there and i started with my heel slowly going up and down his leg or digging into his leg, it was so subtle I do not think he noticed but who cares I did. He went to pay and we went off to the movie.
Arriving in the cinema I wanted popcorn and I seen chocolate popcorn, hey it is chocolate I had to try it, god was that a mistake! and it was out of date (I found out the day after)
The lights went down the volume got louder and I had to giggle when one of the commercials was for the cinema and their catch line is "A movie gift voucher it is the best gift in the dark" Oh goodness if they only knew what I do to this poor poor boy in the cinema I might get banned.
The movie started and so did the undressing! The undressing of him, I just love undoing his shirt buttons, finding them nipples and tweaking the hell out of them. I love to see him throw his head back and taking in deep breaths, his body shaking with desire, his inability to watch a whole movie, the slut talk I give him and knowing what is to come after the movie! Though this time I was working on something different, I wanted him so worked up that he would orgasm in the cinema but to my disappointment he was not wearing the best of pants to tease him in.
So the break at the middle of the movie come and the lights got brighter and his nipples were already sensitive and poking out of his unbuttoned shirt, good god he is handsome like that!
When the break was over I got back to the nipples and I tell you all right now, I could do that all night! Even though we were both tired and could fall asleep, tweaking nipples can keep me awake any time!
After the movie we went back to my car and found out we had been locked into the parking garage so as a gentleman would he ordered a taxi to take us back to his car then he drove me home, it was a fun and entertaining night, though the one regret I have is not getting back to a hotel room or his house to finish things ;-) you know what I mean, everything from spanking to.................
My little Cinema boy when do we go out again? I have some unfinished business with you!
Thursday, 12 February 2009
It is time
So it seems to be the time I make a wish list, yes can you believe it that I never had one?
So I tried to treat myself to shoes (like you would have never guessed) Also some other things that are my passion like taking pictures though I did not want to be to greedy, in saying that I also founf Amazon has hot diamonds!
So here is the run down, many many shoes, yeah I love them, my all time favourite perfume! My last one just finished some weeks ago, what timing! Ohh heck just go look at my wish list will you!
P.S needless to say there is more to add when I figure out Amazon a little better.
So I tried to treat myself to shoes (like you would have never guessed) Also some other things that are my passion like taking pictures though I did not want to be to greedy, in saying that I also founf Amazon has hot diamonds!
So here is the run down, many many shoes, yeah I love them, my all time favourite perfume! My last one just finished some weeks ago, what timing! Ohh heck just go look at my wish list will you!
P.S needless to say there is more to add when I figure out Amazon a little better.
Friday, 6 February 2009
Am off
I have had the busiest week this week, between work, meetings, work work an d work, I have also been looking after my friend who has just had some serious surgery.
I am going away for the weekend to regroup and will be back Monday all bright eyed and bushy tailed!
Over the weekend I shall be thinking of ways to raise money for my friend, or I just demand it from you, though I think you rather own a pair of my shoes or stockings right?
Well I speak to you all on money, drop me a comment or a mail and if you feel like helping out my friend my "donate" button will be changing from shoe fund to help my friend.
I am going away for the weekend to regroup and will be back Monday all bright eyed and bushy tailed!
Over the weekend I shall be thinking of ways to raise money for my friend, or I just demand it from you, though I think you rather own a pair of my shoes or stockings right?
Well I speak to you all on money, drop me a comment or a mail and if you feel like helping out my friend my "donate" button will be changing from shoe fund to help my friend.
Thursday, 29 January 2009
Bet you didn't expect another blog so soon!
Well it is all hours of the morning and I am up and ready for work again.
Every morning this week I have woken up with pain in my back and this morning is no different, I get up, put a warm patch on my back, take 2 pain killers and off to work. I think I am getting to old! I will be 35 this year you know!
So little Mark X left me a comment, like he does, the sweet little boy that he is, though I still do not know who he is, hmmm maybe he is the one I should order to come visit me, or me visit him, then it will be no secret who he is.
Anyone having plans for Valentines? I am sure this year will be the same as every year for me, you so called subbies disappearing when it comes close to Valentines, I am guessing it is because most of you are full of shit and are off with your wives or girlfriends in which to swear black and blue you do not have. I do not ask for anything on Valentines, I am not a demanding bitch in that way, (only in other ways **evil grin**)
I once had a "dream" to have my house filled with flowers, not full to the roof, just enough bunches of flowers they when I looked on my tables there was something there that made me smile.
Ok that is enough dribble from me, I have finished my breakfast and drank 2 glasses of water, the heat patch on my back is really really HOT, so it is time to go de-ice my car and off to work.
Enjoy your day boys.
Every morning this week I have woken up with pain in my back and this morning is no different, I get up, put a warm patch on my back, take 2 pain killers and off to work. I think I am getting to old! I will be 35 this year you know!
So little Mark X left me a comment, like he does, the sweet little boy that he is, though I still do not know who he is, hmmm maybe he is the one I should order to come visit me, or me visit him, then it will be no secret who he is.
Anyone having plans for Valentines? I am sure this year will be the same as every year for me, you so called subbies disappearing when it comes close to Valentines, I am guessing it is because most of you are full of shit and are off with your wives or girlfriends in which to swear black and blue you do not have. I do not ask for anything on Valentines, I am not a demanding bitch in that way, (only in other ways **evil grin**)
I once had a "dream" to have my house filled with flowers, not full to the roof, just enough bunches of flowers they when I looked on my tables there was something there that made me smile.
Ok that is enough dribble from me, I have finished my breakfast and drank 2 glasses of water, the heat patch on my back is really really HOT, so it is time to go de-ice my car and off to work.
Enjoy your day boys.
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