Tuesday 22 July 2008

My not so secret lifestyle.

I am a member of a certain website that is for Dominant Females, it is no secret I am Dominant and also love BDSM (yes D/s is different)

There is a certain someone there that I have taken a liking too, well there is a few but this one stimulates me mentally and when I seen their picture today I just had to email them.

Below is the email I sent to them, maybe I should have spent more time on it as I did not say all I wanted too and well lets face it the 1 minute emails flow from the heart and that is exactly where this come from.


I am only Human.

No matter who you are a submissive or a dominant there is one thing for sure, we are all human and all have feelings.

Life throws at us things and I believe it makes us stronger if we battle our way through it, there is always a lesson learnt in every move that you make, even if it is to get up in the morning, walk to the bathroom and brush your teeth, there are lessons there but because people doing as a routine they fail to see the lessons and it becomes something you can do with your eyes closed and without thought.

As a human we all have emotions and feelings, we all cry and laugh, some more then others. To love, care and respect someone is something that comes easy to me and many have pointed out it is my weakness and that Dommes do not have "those feelings" well as stated I am still human! Being a Human we also experience jealousy, hatred, revenge which are the things of myself I do not come across often though it is refreshing when I do, revenge I never do though have once thought of, hating someone is very very hard for me to do, though there are many I dislike with a passion, jealousy, well aren't we all somewhat jealous of others?

Just a thought running through my mind.

Veiled