Baby!

So I am surviving JUST and my last nerve is about to snap!
I do not know what it is about males, when they are ill they are big babies!
There is someone at the office right now who is sick, they are sneezing and coughing all over people, plants and paper and if you ask him a question he answers you like he is on his last leg!
You ask a question and no matter what he is doing at the time he will slowly turn to you and gasp then clutch his chest and begin to speak. I am on doctors orders not to work so he was just pissing me off to no end, I finally snapped today.
He walked into my office and started splattering all his germs over the place, I pointed to the door and asked him to leave, he looked stunned at me so I pointed again followed with instructions on what to do and where to go. After leaving my office I got a call, it was him asking if he was able to come to my office, "No" I replied then he went into a big song and dance about it being so important and that a client was mad and blah blah blah.
I am having enough shit on my plate right now I do not need to be hit with whatever illness has banged him up. I find it very disrespectful to come into anyone's office or place of work only to snot and sneeze all over other people.
I have placed a no entry sign on my door now and left a paper hanging there so people can write name and extension number so I can get in contact with them, I have never seen my office so quiet and the people in the building so scared of me, I love it!

Am still here

Things have been insane here since I got back from London. I had an amazing time when I was there and I was able to relax for the first time in years! and I tell you I deserved it!
since being back shit has hit the fan, A family members cancer has come back and time is now short with them, it is hitting the family hard, very hard. My new study is driving me nuts! it is in a different language so it is really testing, but I am passing with flying colours. Then there is work on top of it all and it has been also very demanding, the last 2 weeks I have been doing nothing less the 12 hours days and to add a little icing to the cake I have twisted my spine and getting therapy.
Is there any bright side? sure there is, This Sunday is my Birthday.

Counting down

The time has come, I am counting down till vacation. Originally it was going to be a work/vacation mixed kind of thing but now it is all pleasure! I can not wait, I am not sure if I have4 enough spending money for shoes but lets face it what female ever has enough shoes or money to buy them? it is a never ending story this female love of shoes, for me it is a drug, it is a love it is life!

Long time no hear!

That is the words I heard on the other end of the phone late last night when I answered it. My nose all screwed up at the really bad slang and then I realised who it was.
"Hello boy" I replied and then the line went deadly quiet.
It was a boy I know who I have also had the pleasure of having some fun with, I mean after business is taken care of ;-) He is an accountant and has helped me many times when it has come to some accounting questions and he is most helpful when it is time to do the taxes, my goodness some things you can claim on these days, it is just amazing.
It was lovely to get back in contact with the boy and I look forward to seeing him kneel in his suit once again.

Every now and then

I have this habit, I do not know if it is a good one or a bad one but I never delete people from my phone, well that was till recently.
Every now and then I just go through my list and see who is in my phone book, I have a few little giggles and on a rare chance I even delete some and then there are the people I will never delete from my phone book, beachboy is one I shall never delete. Beachboy is the one I have talked about before that I go to the cinema with and we love every minute of it.
I had not heard from him in a few weeks so I presumed he was to and fro from Zurich with work so I sent him a text message to see how things were. Mmmmm I love getting his answers it just makes me want to jump on a plane to visit him (which could be very easily arranged!) We texted a little and chatted and then he dropped a bombshell and my jaw just dropped to the ground, he was missing certain things so much that he paid for it! yeah you keep guessing what it is I shall never say, but if you know me you know what it is ;-) he spent OVER 2500euro in 1 night!!! my god you know how many shoes that can buy? When he lands back in the country I shall be clearing my agenda to teach this little beachboy a lesson or 2!

So quiet

As most of you know I have not been around for a little, it has also shown in my visitors per week, I might just have to change that soon.
Well things should be back to normal soon and I shall share some of the stories with you of things that have been happening around here.
So till then.

Veiled Secrets why will you do that?

On twitter last night I was just talking to a fellow Dominant female friend of mine and she was interested in some necklaces I made, so I made a comment of making some knock off's of Otazu, if you do not know the jewellery designer then I presume you have been living under a rock!
So when I woke up this morning Mr Otazu has added me to hit twitter and left me the message "Why would you do that?" well I do not know how to feel, I guess honoured as he is following me on twitter, but I think he is offended I said I make knock off's of his jewellery, well not really knock off's, it is more like I see the stuff he makes and then my imagination and inspiration juices start flowing, thought other things make me get inspiration, buildings, a walk in the forest. I think I worded things incorrectly, I do not make knock off's of his work, I am inspired by his work.
For those of you who do not know, yeah I make jewellery to help me relax, I need it after a day at the office with the half twits I work with.

Busy as a bee

Wow it has been forever since I blogged but life has not be short of excitement.
I have planned a week away, I am not going to far, just to London, I will be travelling with my daughter and a friend, I have had a few complaints about that from some of you subbies because you want a session, well here is a deal boys, I am in London from 12th till 19th of August, you have the time, money and hotel room I am free at nights!
Now how is that for a lovely visit to London? I know I am licking my lips!

I am rolling my eyes at this stage

My goodness enough all ready, he was 50kg when he died, not even enough to feed the worms. I am so sick of hearing about it, I am disgusted about the shit CNN have been talknig about, he is dead let the dude RIP and get a grip!

So quiet

Well life has not been so quiet but I have been quiet on my blog.
There is not a lot to update people on, life is life and I deal with it.
I have veiled secrets on twitter now, I did have it on lock so no one but people I follow can read my messages but then I thought "what the fuck am I thinking?" I have people follow me, stalk me and ex friends who just love to get the dirt on me, well feel free I really do not give a crap and you are wiped from my life.
It was something I held onto for a while but something that happened today made me laugh so damned hard I realised I was wasting energy.
Well am off to do some window shopping as this smile on my face will not be gone for a very very long time!

Not always so interesting

After Monday and Tuesday being somewhat fun at work it all simmered today which is good and bad, the good part is that work is less stressful and can go with the flow and get more done without idiots bursting into the room every 2 minutes, the bad part is deadlines are another day closer.

The Idiot desk took a few more victims today, some for the 2nd and 3rd time, seriously they are true idiots!
Life is not always exciting, just another ordinary day in the life is Me.

The Meaning of the idiot desk

As I promised, I was going to tell you why I have named my new visitors desk the idiot desk. You all read what happened yesterday I hope, and like always I always have a reason why I do things and today it all happened how expected it to happen.

Many time a day people pull me up at work and complained that I have an eye for detail and am to observant, why do they complain about it? because it means more work for them, I am not a person to leave gaps in work, have it all worked out even look into the unexpected as you never know when it is going to happen. Never get caught off guard, in my line of work that will make a company crumble to the ground.

So today was the first full day of the idiot desk, I knew it would get used a lot today as it was a busy day, idiots coming in and out of the office all day. As they were ready to dump their arse at my desk I pointed to the idiot desk, it was only when they sat down they laughed at the "name" of the desk and questioned me.
"Veiled why is it called the idiot desk?"
"you will find out soon enough I am sure" I replied to them all.
Without fail every single person who sat at the idiot desk found out how it got it's name and I bet you want to know why also.

Remember at the start of this post I said how people always pick me up and complain about me always wanting details and being to "observant"? Today I made them feel what it is like to forget details and to not be observant. You recall I said I put a hanging plant above the desk also? That plant was a little to the side of the chair so if you were not being observant and not noticing details if you pushed your chair back only a little and stood up you would hit your head on it.
I had the desk on such an angle that people would shift the chair in such a way that BAM you hit your head on the plant.
So the idiots went something like this
"Ha ha funny name for a desk, how did it get it's name?"
Veiled "You will find out soon enough"
idiot goes to leave, stands up, I hear a clunk.
idiot " ouch, fuck, damn it"
I do not even raise my eyes to look at them I keep working and reply
"Idiot"
they leave mumbling.

I sent a memo around as I was leaving today and I quote

"The idiot desk has claimed it's 12 victim, to not me the 13th, only details and observation will save you"

The Idiot desk

As I said yesterday, it was a true Monday feeling when someone woke me up at some stupid arse hour of the morning to talk about work, mind you it was a department of work I have nothing to do with so when I was in the office he really heard what was on my mind.

The day went by slowly until person after person come into the office asking all these stupid questions that had nothing to do with me, I had enough, all these people messing up my desk by moving things aside to put their laptops down. Pissed off with the idiots I got someone from the office to find me a spare desk, I sat it a little in the corner, I have now named it the idiot desk, it has its own name plaque even a plant on the desk and a hanging plant above it.

Why is it called the idiot desk? You will have to ready tomorrow blog to find out!

It's Monday

It is 8:30am, it is Monday and it already sucks!

I was awake till midnight ironing my shirts, skirts and suits and already at 7am idiots were calling me with things to do with work!

This is going to be a very very interesting day, I know now there are going to be some arses kicked, I just wish I could really physically kick their balls or arse!

Well I am off, time to verbally abuse some idiots at the office.

It is dry and crunchy

So did the heading get your twisted minds to read the blog further? That is a comment I got today, "It is dry and crunchy."
Now let me clear a few things up first. As the regular readers know I work with men, I work in a "man's world" and the truth be known it really pisses the males off that they have to answer to me. Out of the ump-teen offices I work out of there is only a handful of females in the building and they are just there to answer the phone, when I say I work in a man's world I really mean it.
So here is a short list of things that I hear on a regular basis that relate to what happened today.

* click, click, click, there goes Veiled in them heels
* Do you always have to smell so good?
* Prim, proper and penis pirate (it is a saying where I live meaning I take their manhood away)

So I was walking into one of the offices today to pick someone up to go to a lunch meeting, they were not there so I left a note telling them to come and get me. It really pisses me off when people do not keep to appointments. So I was sitting behind my desk and some bottom feeder walked in and started running his mouth off.

bottom feeder comments as he walks into my office: " click, click, click, I heard you walking down the hall didn't anyone invent silent heels yet?"
Veiled: you know you love hearing me walk down the hall as I see you looking at my shoes all the time.
bf: Yeah that's maybe true but it is the smell that follows you that gets all them men looking.
V: Is that so? why does it my smell turns you on?
bottom feeder blushes: Well you are the only female hierarchy here and well, powerful females are, well you know?
V: No I don't tell me!
bottom feeder: You just smell good ok? even your office smells good!
*bottom feeder looks towards my desk and raises an eyebrow*
bottom feeder: So your waiting for bob huh? oh wow I have never seen candy that colour before, can I?

Before I could even answer him he has picked up a "candy" and shoved it in his mouth.

V: nice?
bottom feeder: Eeerrr not really it is dry and crunchy, it taste old. Should it taste like this?
V: I would not know I have never tried eating potpourri before.
bottom feeder starts spitting it out into his hand and starts mumbling as he leaves.

Later in the day there was a memo sent around by email warning people that my office smells nice because of the potpourri on my desk and it may look like strange candy but it is not and a little P.S down the bottom said "cover the manhood when entering" (maybe it was because I was in a unable to tolerate "no bullshit" mood today)
So a warning when walking into my office, it smells good and I do not tolerate crap from anyone.

Dear Mr Shit for brains,

Today when I was driving home I was so happy and then you come into view!
Speeding and acting like a wild freak dodging in and out of traffic and breaking every road rule in existence , then you found it necessary to get so far up my arse you would have only got closer if you were on my roof rack.
So being the careful road user that I am lowered my speed to the correct and legal limit, it just happened to be a coincidence that I was next to a truck, your flashing of the headlights did not bother me, actually it made me realise that my window was dirty, front and back and I just had to spray water to clean them, goodness me I did not know it would make you more angry and try to push me faster by just about mounting your car on my back bumper.
Dear Mr Shit for brains, I hope that you got to your business meeting ok, I hope you did not feel threatened that I took the same exit as you and happened to park at the same car park as you and walk into the same hotel as you, lucky I sat 1 table away from you or you might think I was stalking you. You are just lucky my friend was already waiting for me.
I hope that respectful business man you were with was not to embarrassed that I come over and let you know how much of a fucking idiot you where while driving, though he seemed more angry at you, so it was a company car you were in huh? all them stickers on the side advertising the company and he was your boss? opss sorry, have a nice day shit for brains!

Why is it?

When I walk into a shop the same thing happens every single time.
I can be dressed in my high heels and business suit or just casual jeans and t-shirt and the same thing happens.
Maybe it is that I stink or look so ugly people back away in fear, whenever I walk into a crowded place which is usually a shop but also cafes and busy street, people seem to step back.
I once recall being out with a friend of mine on a national holiday, the streets were crammed with people and festivities happening all around us and she was walking around most of the day with her mouth opened, then she turned to me and said "Wow Veiled you part the crowd like Moses parted the red sea." I looked at her and laughed and said it was her, so we put it to the test.
Picture this, a busy street where people are packed in like sardines, she was on the left of the street me on the right, on the count of 3 we walk up the street. It took me about 15 minutes to get to the end of the street and she was not even half way, her arms flapping and waving above her head, it looked like she was drowning in the sea of people.
I am not the most pretty lady in the town and I am far from the ugliest, the friend I was with was just drop dead sexy so why does this happen to me?
People tell me it is because when they see me I just ooze confidence and that gives me the "power" to get attention or the attention not to mess with me. Many male friends say I make them feel submissive, this coming from males who know nothing of the D/s world, others say "well I would move aside and I got no bloody clue why"
So why is it I can "part the sea like Moses?"

**smiles**

As you all know things have been rather busy and stressful here lately and I have not been keeping this blog up to date, as of today that will change, Happy?
So today I will start blogging a lot more again and there is also some things I would like to address.
I have had some emails from subs, wanting to "spoil me" but do not have the finances, well first of all spoiling someone does not have to do with money. I get somewhat offended when people think that being a Dominant female by kink and by nature has to do with money! Yes females love to be treated well, a queen even but it does not mean giving out money. Now I have said that I will be talking about money ~chuckles~
So some of you want to spoil me and do not have the money, well there are some small things you can do to make me happy and it would only cost a postage stamp!
Then there are other things you can do that will put a few cents now and then into my paypal.
If you want to know about the one that costs a postage stamp email me and I shall tell you, as for the 2nd option read on.
There are 2 blogs that have advertising on them that in the end the payment will come to me.
You can only click the advertisement once from your IP address, so out of the 4 advertisements on the blogs I would like you to go back daily to click a different one and keep an eye on it to see if they chance as this will be a ongoing thing!
Simple right? click an advertisement and I get paid, not a lot but it shall all build up.
As of this evening there will be some advertisements for you to click on the following 2 blogs.

Sand of Thyme (you can see the text under "sponsored links")
Tiddles (it is the pictured banners on the left also some texts links.)

Then there is always the paypal donation button at the top of this blog.
I have $2500 of lawyers bills and I want them paid Yesterday!

A not so happy update.

As you have seen I have been silent for a while, there has been a lot on my plate and I was trying to handle it but it has become very hard as I seem to also be carrying a lot of people with the same stress and I am about to break.
On March 5 Dad (not my natural father but I call him Dad) was diagnosed with LEMS (Lambert-Eaton Myasthenic Syndrome) and also lung cancer, from there we knew it was going to be hard times ahead but we seen the future bright. March 13th (happened to be a Friday also) we found out that he also had 2 tumours in the brain. I like to keep positive but the reality is that Dad will only be here for a few more months.
He is coming home from hospital today from a three day chemo treatment and we are all crossing our fingers the chemo will help some.
The last weeks have been a stress, I can not even put it into words and this weekend I have to try to explain to my 9 year old what is happening to her grandfather (Opa), it was only November when her Great Grand mother passed over and for the last year my best friend has been fighting breast cancer, I do not know how she is going to react, I still do not know what to tell her, she can see Opa is sick from the LEMS because he is unable to do as much as he use to but to tell her that he has cancer is not easy, I even think I do not tell her that part, I really do not know, AARRGGG I just do not know!

Clearing out.

My lovely shoes are going, do not panic not all of them! all my boots and stilettos are staying.
I have some open toe shoes that have to do, they do not go with anything I own.
I shall be taking pics of them soon to let you know how bad my taste use to be all that time ago (they are only 1 and 2 years old!)
Anyway, who is up for a shopping trip with me?
Who is going to slip the new shoes on and off my feet while walking store to store, ohh I am well overdue for a shoe shopping spree, all I need is the credit card and the sub to carry all the bags!

Thank you

For Valentines I had someone send me an Amazon voucher, thank you for that but there is a problem, I have no clue what to get with it. Ok Shoes I can always use more shoes, goodness me I am starting to drool thinking about it, then I think, well I am always buying shoes and yes my goal is to own over 365 of them and because of me buying shoes I put off other things I want to buy.
I have wanted a portable DVD player for ever and a day, it will help me pass the boredom on long trips I have and I have many many downloaded movies I have not seen because of no time yet on the long trips I can watch them, great idea right?
So my question is this, would the person who gave me a voucher be offended if I get something like a portable DVD player instead? and if not, who is giving me another voucher to pay for the outstanding amount? **chuckles**
Have a good day boys.

I love the Cinema!

Before I start on telling you why I love the Cinema, I shall inform you (Though I think you know) A lot of my wish list things can not be sent to me (stupid UK crap) So I am transferring it all over to the German Amazon, how hard can it be to click something in German right?

So the Cinema, I love it, correction I love it when I am with my usual cinema date!
Over the weekend I was ill and felt like crap, though I was able to roll myself out of bed, grab the cloths hanging over my lazy butler put them on and go to the cinema.
Now this is not just any old date I go with to the cinema, the person I go with just KNOWS it makes me relax, KNOWS it calms me and takes all the stresses and the worries of the world away!
I always smile and have flash backs when I see him, yes it is a him, are you jealous now?
We have this strange click- non- click thing going, I know that does not make and sense at all but to me it does, he is submissive, a real nipple slut and how can one not love a nipple slut! He is smart, very intelligent and as an added bonus handsome, a gentleman and strong minded.
So over the weekend we went to the cinema, it seems to be our spot. Before we went to catch a movie we went for a drink, our conversation I always find interesting as he is able to talk about anything though I just love to talk about anything and then for no reason at all change the subject to something completely different. When we first met I seen his mind clicking over to keep up, now it is like water off a ducks back as he knows me to well (In some areas) I do need to change that to keep him on his toes. So while having a wine and him having a beer we chatted, picked out a movie and got me in a mood, he just does it to me. He moved his foot under the table and accidentally knocked my foot, that was the start to it all, I told him to keep his foot there and i started with my heel slowly going up and down his leg or digging into his leg, it was so subtle I do not think he noticed but who cares I did. He went to pay and we went off to the movie.
Arriving in the cinema I wanted popcorn and I seen chocolate popcorn, hey it is chocolate I had to try it, god was that a mistake! and it was out of date (I found out the day after)
The lights went down the volume got louder and I had to giggle when one of the commercials was for the cinema and their catch line is "A movie gift voucher it is the best gift in the dark" Oh goodness if they only knew what I do to this poor poor boy in the cinema I might get banned.
The movie started and so did the undressing! The undressing of him, I just love undoing his shirt buttons, finding them nipples and tweaking the hell out of them. I love to see him throw his head back and taking in deep breaths, his body shaking with desire, his inability to watch a whole movie, the slut talk I give him and knowing what is to come after the movie! Though this time I was working on something different, I wanted him so worked up that he would orgasm in the cinema but to my disappointment he was not wearing the best of pants to tease him in.
So the break at the middle of the movie come and the lights got brighter and his nipples were already sensitive and poking out of his unbuttoned shirt, good god he is handsome like that!
When the break was over I got back to the nipples and I tell you all right now, I could do that all night! Even though we were both tired and could fall asleep, tweaking nipples can keep me awake any time!
After the movie we went back to my car and found out we had been locked into the parking garage so as a gentleman would he ordered a taxi to take us back to his car then he drove me home, it was a fun and entertaining night, though the one regret I have is not getting back to a hotel room or his house to finish things ;-) you know what I mean, everything from spanking to.................

My little Cinema boy when do we go out again? I have some unfinished business with you!

It is time

So it seems to be the time I make a wish list, yes can you believe it that I never had one?
So I tried to treat myself to shoes (like you would have never guessed) Also some other things that are my passion like taking pictures though I did not want to be to greedy, in saying that I also founf Amazon has hot diamonds!
So here is the run down, many many shoes, yeah I love them, my all time favourite perfume! My last one just finished some weeks ago, what timing! Ohh heck just go look at my wish list will you!

P.S needless to say there is more to add when I figure out Amazon a little better.

Am off

I have had the busiest week this week, between work, meetings, work work an d work, I have also been looking after my friend who has just had some serious surgery.
I am going away for the weekend to regroup and will be back Monday all bright eyed and bushy tailed!
Over the weekend I shall be thinking of ways to raise money for my friend, or I just demand it from you, though I think you rather own a pair of my shoes or stockings right?
Well I speak to you all on money, drop me a comment or a mail and if you feel like helping out my friend my "donate" button will be changing from shoe fund to help my friend.

Bet you didn't expect another blog so soon!

Well it is all hours of the morning and I am up and ready for work again.
Every morning this week I have woken up with pain in my back and this morning is no different, I get up, put a warm patch on my back, take 2 pain killers and off to work. I think I am getting to old! I will be 35 this year you know!

So little Mark X left me a comment, like he does, the sweet little boy that he is, though I still do not know who he is, hmmm maybe he is the one I should order to come visit me, or me visit him, then it will be no secret who he is.

Anyone having plans for Valentines? I am sure this year will be the same as every year for me, you so called subbies disappearing when it comes close to Valentines, I am guessing it is because most of you are full of shit and are off with your wives or girlfriends in which to swear black and blue you do not have. I do not ask for anything on Valentines, I am not a demanding bitch in that way, (only in other ways **evil grin**)
I once had a "dream" to have my house filled with flowers, not full to the roof, just enough bunches of flowers they when I looked on my tables there was something there that made me smile.
Ok that is enough dribble from me, I have finished my breakfast and drank 2 glasses of water, the heat patch on my back is really really HOT, so it is time to go de-ice my car and off to work.
Enjoy your day boys.

I am still alive

I am sorry for not keeping in contact, then again you should all stay where on your knees by my chair where you belong.
Things on this side of the globe have been somewhat busy and as much as I love things being busy I would really like a break. My world has been turned upside recently and I do not like that!
I have not been able to find time to even write here on something as simple as a blog, I need to have a week of vacation where you boys come and pamper me, so who is offering?
I say who is offering, though I know there is a boy this week that is free and I could not even arrange the time for myself for him to come over. I maybe a Dominant person, I can even be demanding but if someone comes to visit me I also want to show them around this lovely country and to do some things together (I mean other then the obvious you are thinking of ;-)
I need a break, I need to win the lottery now they are my needs and here are my wants!
You to visit, you to work for me around the house, it may even involve hard labour such as painting walls (who knows) I want you by my feet at night when I sleep, I want you to listen,obey an serve, I want you here now.